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Monday, February 28, 2000
Skool:
Slayer
What is the use for school after 10th grade infact what is the
use for school? School Sucks @$$! All you do Is sit there on your @$$ and review
what you learned. I f*ckn under stand why you need to go to elementary school but
after that it is all what you learned their in the past years. I would not mind
if some teachers made it worth while and were made the klass fun. The teachers
do not understand how boring the klass is aka how boring they are that they are
making us psycho. I mean the kids in Colorado did what they did because of peer
pressure, teachers sucked , and life at skool sucked. They had no real reason to
stick around. They thought they had a shit life and no one was their for them.
They just were outcasted. No I do not think it was the music you F*ck heads.
The were screwed up and were going through shit and well Metal is the was you go
if you live your life in hell aka the sh*t storm also know as an outcast. You
let out your anger and hatred and trust me it is good to let it out with the
music. It made them mentally last longer and it is holding us all in a good
mental state. It was 45% the parents fault and it was 35% the peers
fault and it was 20% other as in people that new about it and did not
give a sh*t about what they were going through and did not believe them. All
they needed was some one that cared and some one to show them some of the things
they did that were good and what they could do late in life that would be worth
looking forwards to. I do not agree with their choices but they targeted people
and shot only the people who were @$$ wipes and picked on them. They had it
koming and they did not stop they kept driving them further and further until
they snapped. I do not know any one that is unstable as them. None of the members
of this site would go that far as in killing or public destruction. We would not
bring our problems to skool. I would handle it with words or smak that B*tch up
side the head but not hard enough to kill him/her I want them to be alive and
know what they did wrong. Skool is just like detention or jail. We sit there and
get yelled at kan not talk, we must do as they say, we kan not leave, they have
security with guns, and we are forced into it. I mean look at it we are trapped
and are getting brain washed into their ways of thinking. This has nothing to do
with the teaching gods Mr. Fernandez or Mr. Smith. Hail to the teaching gods who
make skool fun and worth the time at the hell hole we are stuck to rot in for
many more years. In other klasses I sit there mind my own business and do the
work that is provided and I still some how get shit grades. I am a very
intellegant student that gets 3.5 to 4.0 GPA. This year I barely got a 3.0. I
know poor me. Why am I stuck their trying my best and getting into trouble for
getting shit grades. The teachers said in their meeting that no matter what the
students did it was all consintrated on how hard we<the students> tried.
In the klasses I really hall @$$ in, I drag like a mother F*cker being dragged
by her hair by a car across razer blades. Kome on like in English I wrote in the
beginning of the year I wrote these fatty over 10 page stories that were very
high in detail. I some how managed to get shit grades. She the teacher said that
It was way to in detail that I described things in ways that were to wordy. Well
f*ck u b*tch what else is wrong. Hehe that kant be it.<ponders to
himself”The teacher said I over did the work and she is getting me a shit
grade”> So what else is wrong? Well the story would never happen in real
life. Well I kould tell at that point that she either hated me or disliked the
subject that I wrote about. Well in this specific story I wrote about two ice
skaters were skating in a public out door rink and did not notice each other.
They soon found out each others existence on the rink and began to get attached
tro each other. As they compete a storm hits and they do not notice it. As the
storm gets worse weird crazy things happen. A bundle of emergence vechicles come
flying down the street and launch themselves into the air into the rink. The
couple manage to get out with out conflicting selfdamage and notice the really
severe storm and the red overcast sky. The guy is well informed in what is
happening and knows this is the beginning of the end of the world. They run to a
hidden underground base and stay there. Many years pass and they are very fond
of each other and planned to get married but they are out of supplies so they
wonder if the end of the world really happened. So they get out of the base and
die at the site of the deystroyed planet. They had lost all hope and knew life
was not worth living that they would not live on without the resources. They
fell to the ground and died in each others arms with a look of devistation in
their eyes. This was a short non graphical version of my story. This was the
shitty story my other stories hall way more ass with tons more action. I will
post those stories later on the page. So look for updates later on or if you
really want a good story just e-mail me and rush me to post it. It would not
take me that long Im just lazy and Im trying to make this site better.
Monday, February 21, 2000
- Saturday, February 26, 2000
This Web page:
Slayer
The web page was finally created! Skool suxs azz. There is
too much skool work I kant even make a decent webpage. <hehe> I have made
2 web sites to only have my hard work bombed on. They were made 4 years ago and
gathered over 300 viruses some how and now finally I am back to host a better,
stronger, virus free site. I better not get shit from you fuckn beaches. You may
tell me what you would like to see or what you think is gay but do not kome to
me and say you suck or you will fuckn die. I have got 4 hours of sleep and have
put over 13 hours on the site today. There are a lot of bugs but you know what
kiss my ass. I will fix them and I will make this site the best site in the
world. If I get shit from the skool board I will have to remain catious and take
down some features and cover up just in case they try to be gay again. I hate
the skool board on how they try so hard to fuckn make our lifes fun and problem
free. They only make it worse. We all have problems and them thinking that the
ones stand out need help they are in for a trip. Just to let them know we
*o**o**h Inc. are not loners or outsiders. We are average teens that are just
expressing more than others, But we are smart. We do not express our problems
infront of you. I<slayer> do not need your f*ckn help. I need no F*ckn
therpy I tried that and it was a b*tch. Damb f*ckn theripist are just as worse
as the skool board. The theripist makes shit loads of money to listen and b*tch
about what you did wrong and what they would have done. What the F*uck is that
about? That does not help at all. I do not give a flying f*ck about you. I am
here at therpy because my whole family thought I was to skrewed up and the
earlier the start on fixing me the less therapy. I do not want to be a f*ckn
cheery fag jumping around, skipping, and whistinling to myself down rolling
green hills with some gay theme in the foreground. I like my life. I do not want
to change that fuckn much just take the problems away. Another words kill off
the fuckn dumb ass and kill the therapists I do not want to be here let me be
you f*ckn crack wh*re. Ahhh just leave us be and the problems go away kause you
are the problems. If I kome to you and give you a reason to get on my case that
I have problems then you can F*CK me like a b*tch and skrew my future and mental
stats.! I am not harming anyone and If u F*ck me you F*ck thousands of people
because I am a person that loves to help others and just…. DO NOT F*CKN GO
THERE! Im tired of all of the other sh*t heads that act like preeps and they
know it all. I will kick there ass I swear to god. Just be your self and do not
kome up to me and say ,”What the fuck is your problem? You are the one acting
all hard.” AHHH I am only letting out my self and being myself. So what If my
personality is Anarchist crazed b*tch. You are the people that made me this way.
I do every once and a while lash out and let some of the rage out. If you
really want to die and see more rage and build my rage just tell me that I
sjould stop being a bad ass. I will kick your ass. I am who I am you need to
concintrate more on your self because you are the one with the fake identity. I
am acting like my self and you
should give it a shot and mind your business. <shakes his head>Pathetic
people. You still do not get it. <sigh>
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